1-31-12
If he's going to be sick and crabtastic, at least he makes it worth it by also being adorable.
2-1-12
Overwhelmed, terrified, exhausted, slightly relieved and completely livid. I'm trying to convey all that, but I think it's safe to say I didn't miss my calling as a model.
This 365 thing is saving my blogging and sanity so far this year. If there are aspects of my life I cannot discuss right now, at least I can say SOMEthing. Tonight I'm in knots about working with the youth at church. When I was a teen, I had my own troubles in that sector. I know I handled things back then - and it was awful. I have no idea how to handle things from the opposite side of things, especially because I'm so emotional about it. And let's be honest - everything. I can't have a calm rational conversation about most things, and I predict that if I do try to address things, it will be a disaster. blalarhrhhhhghggggg.
In other news, I have been trying to change my hair - like cute braids, buns, whatever, and they all looked wrong. I thought the wrong was all my hair, but I realized it was my face. So now I need a new face. Dagnabit.
Now, so as to not be a total downer, I got sleep last night! Except for at 11pm when I was awakened by WonderGirl sobbing loudly. When I got to her bed and asked her what was wrong, she told me it was because she missed me. I kissed her and tucked her back in. Crawling back into my own bed I didn't feel as exhausted as I could have been. I mean, I mean the world to one of the coolest little girls there is. That's kind of cool :)
3 comments:
Oh my gosh, pull my heart strings! What a sweet thing for her to say...
Just take it a breath at a time. This limbo stuff is definitely for the birds, that's for sure.
Love ya!
What a little sweetheart she is!! I'm glad you got some better sleep-hope your little guy is better soon, and that everything you are worried about works out!
oh reva.
i'm a counselor in yw and find this THE HARDEST calling of all my 12 years as a married woman. {and i was primary pres for 3 years} but it's hard emotionally, and physically and mentally. and it's funny {not funny haha but funny STRANGE} because i don't remember our yw leaders sweating and wondering what they should say or stressing out as much as I STRESS OUT EVERY DAY for these young women. holy crap.
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